FallenLucianAlexiel

From the inside out, like a puffer fish, as they fill with air... The urge to touch mine, to yours grows by multiples of 2, then 3,4,5... The exuberance and glow, mental imagery entails both yours and mine, exploding... in a blinding radiance of bright colored squishy little plush-like substance. Shapes of abstract nature, swirl, into a black hole, into the abyss, of golden skies. We keep floating farther and farther with no end in sight.

Not so reticent... Yet, maybe... I should have been. All that stands between us is a lacuna. A wasteland for the debris and remains of our past. Tried as I might, it was never up to par. I grew tired of this sitzfleisch. Out of it, grew your anger, your hatred, your anguish. Subconsciously, there would never be parity between us. I remember how you once considered me the desideratum of your heart and soul. This war is all or in part to amour-propre. Is it not? Some things have been obscured. This will be denied, I'm sure. However, you prevaricated. Irascible in nature, seemingly sanguine. I was just as cres

We were once happy young lovers, indulging in each other. Completely oblivious to the world around us. You've exiled me to the ends of the Earth. Cast from your kingdom of forbidden fruit and delicacies of lore. The hunger is there. Starved of my sanity. Not a day, nor a year goes by, not but a whisper. Your voice comforts me. I sense you're here, when you're not actually here. Nowhere are you near. I wish but to beckon, you, my dear.

When all you see, is an epitome. Looking out, reaching out, isn't allowed. Smiling's out of the question, which makes it ... just that... another session. Another day, boring and dull. Nothing changes, everything is within range. You are the same as I. I, the same as you. I'm not you, your conformity will never chain me down. You frown just because, I changed things around.

You have not faded from mind, love lost and so 'twas a season stolen